An Astonishing Experience

I’m writing to share with you all an incredible, extraordinary experience. It’s important for you to know that I’m an ex-cop from what was then a very dangerous city, who shared gangsters with Los Angeles and deadly bad guys from Juarez, Mexico. So I have experienced more crime and bad humans in my 7 year term as a police officer than the average person sees in 7 life times. Especially since my partner and I held more felony arrests than the entire shift of 34 police officers for more than a year. In my psychological testing as a police officer and again in later years as an insurance agent with Southwestern Life Insurance Co. I was shown to have extremely deep and penetrating thought and one of the highest IQ’s of any individual who did not have a Masters Degree. Thus under the advise of BEAM, specifically “Those of you who are hardened need to soften up” and in that difficult trek of which I’m still in and have been for almost a year this experience occurred. I raised my son from the age of 9 years forward. I love him TREMENDOUSLY, and so do his teachers, coaches, friends and family. Teachers and coaches wrote notes on his report cards like “a pleasure to have in class” and ” a hard working, well demeanor’d young man”. During face to face visits with his coach he told me ” You did it right Dave, you did well with him”. So you can see how deeply I love him. Lets now get into the astonishing experience. Just before I left for El Paso this past holiday season to spend 3 weeks of doing fixture and paint work on my mom’s home (she’s 85 yrs old and still healthy and strong). I was sitting on my couch with the TV on enjoying a spiced rum and coke, when I began thinking of my son, who now lives in a Frat house and attends the University of Washington. In my deep thoughts of tremendous Fatherly Love for him, I CHOSE to include all of humankind into this fatherly love. When I made that choice, all of a sudden this Energy completely enveloped my body! It was not subtle, in fact it was OVERWHELMING and very strong! It startled me, OH MY GOODNESS! What an extraordinary feeling, so I lost my concentration, not an easy thing to occur because I can literally turn off all surrounding sounds when I enter deep thought. Many times my teachers would have to yell my name several times to get my attention when I was deep into study. As soon as I lost my concentration that INTENSE Energy disappeared. SO IT IS TRUE, as Billy says, and overpowering energy will fill you. It shook me up! That’s another thing that’s hard to do because I Fear NO man. It was completely by Surprise, not expecting this to occur at all and not even thinking about it really. BUT NOW I KNOW IT’S REAL, now I KNOW HOW TO GET THERE! I did misinterpret it slightly, thinking “I’m not ready for this, I’m still just learning, I’m not polished nor knowledgeable enough yet”. But Michael with a single sentence corrected my misinterpretation. Michael is such an extraordinarily perceptive man, I love him till death and I haven’t even met him yet. What he said was “That’s a very ingenious way to spread love to all human kind.” Ah Hah! That one sentence set me into a better understanding of what occurred to me. NOW, my interpretation of the occurrence is this, (please correct me if I’m wrong Michael). What I believe OCCURRED is the Amplification of my Fatherly Love to an ample degree to reach peoples psych to the furthest reaches of Earth and possibly beyond that. Sincerely TRUE and Love to you all, Mexican Dave.